Need advice

[ClingingToHope]

I wanted to know and I snooped to find out and I'm still not sure how to interpret what I did find. I felt the same way, if there was someone else then I thought that would help me turn the page. If there wasn't, and it was just depression finally winning out, I would feel differently.

In the end, it doesn't really matter. My W is pushing the D train hard. After all my checking, I found little solid evidence of an OM and the more I snooped the worse I felt.

So I stopped and now am trying to not care what she's doing at any time. For me, I actually turned a corner when I accepted that the D was going to happen and that now it's all about money. Once it became about money, a lot of the emotion left the equation.