That being said, I do miss my W a ton and I do want her to come back. It gets hard at times not having her around.
Kevin
Live in the moment and in the moment you are on your own as a quasi-bachelor. Who knows, your wife might come back while you are having a bunch of healthy abundant fun and living in the many moments that YOU craft for YOU. Leave it to a woman to come along and upset the 'apple cart' of the fun you will be having. You can deal with that when and if it should happen in the future.
But as I said earlier it is imperative that you find much much more comfort in your own skin. I do not think for a second that you have that now or I wouldn't be mentioning it so fervently.
Make finding a internal peace that is dependent on no other earthly being and developing a love for yourself a solid goal for yourself. A part of me can recognize that you are deficient in this area because I have a fair amount of these things that I am blessed with.
I have resolved that life ebbs and flows all around personal confidence. Harness it my brother. Ask the Lord for His assistance on this matter. He will surely help as always.
Just keep making the continual strides that you are and sharpen your direction and focus.
I am certain that you are going to make this happen even if I have to come down there and spend my vaca time kickin' your Cowby lovin' butt into gear.
That piece of lumber is pretty well splintered, time to seek another ..LOL
