Well Wah called and said he would be here at noon tomorrow so we could go get some paint and tape off the rooms we are going to paint. He said he is too tired to work for long. I said "well why don't you try to get some sleep tonight so you are not so tired". He told me it doesn't matter how much sleep he gets he is still always tired. He seems to be getting more depressed the longer he is gone. I am confused if I was the cause of all his problems, shouldn't he feel better now that we barely have any contact with each other?
I am sure he is still in contact with OW but since she lives in the UK and it is 7 hrs later there, he should have plenty of time to sleep. Maybe all is not well in their relationship. Maybe he has figured out regardless of me, he can't afford to go see her when we divorce.
He asked me if I had gotten any of the dvd's and pictures boxed up. I told him I would do it tonight before I went out, didn't tell him where I was going. I didn't do it, I guess I will do it in the morning before he comes over.
I have felt better today than I have since he left. I realize I am not going to collapse or fall apart. I love him but I don't want him unless he wants to be here.
