Flushing the toxins from my life

[CountingCrows]

I just want to die!! When I thought my birthday couldn't get any worse, it just did. I received a text from my wife saying:

"Dammit stop it now b4 u get started. Call me please and I'll explain how nothings changed and everything is fine. Please baby."

I hadn't talked to or heard from W since yesterday, when we spoke of the things that I was offering to do to work out a deal to avoid having to do another D hearing. This text was obviously not intended for me, and she of course denies that it was to OM and is trying to flip it on me by saying that she KNEW that I'd never be able to trust her. I'm absolutely beside myself and can't do a thing about it. S7 is with me right now, and I'm just trying to keep myself together for him.

I can't believe how it can hurt even more than it already did!!!