Thanks all, I went out for a drink with a mate tonight which cheered me up a bit, but back to reality again now. Youre right H4L at least were a team now even if its a baby team. Im just totally worn down and fighting to hold it all together, need to find some of that get up and fight again somehow, H has been looking for three months now, well I'd say really looking for the last month the other two I cant really say as he wasnt here.. I just kept telling myself it would all be ok by the end of this week so set myself up for a fall I suppose. Even when he gets a job its going to be a long hard climb financially and R combined. Off to bed now at least I dont have to get up at six tomorrow that has got to be a blessing!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
