Just wanted to check in - had a busy week - I am so looking forward to the weekend - it took me 2-3 days to get back into things at work but now I enjoy it very much - I had gotten used to being at home so quickly WAS just called the kids - MIL got the all clear after the operation which is great news.
Funnily enough I had such a great week, the best one in a long time - did not think a lot about him and when he called the kids today and told them I cried for the first time in days - I guess because he didn't tell me personally and it took him a week to tell the kids - MIL had called him last weekend.
It still hurts...
I have made friends with a mother at school who now minds my youngest in the afternoona dn we got talking quiet a bit – I have told her a few things whicch happened over the course of my marriage and which explanantions I got for certain things of WAH – I got a few raised eyebrows to put it mildly.
WAS told me over and over again that I didn’t trust him – I am starting to think I trusted him too much
