This is the neighborhood pub wherein we spent many and many a night with each other and neighborhood pals.
Even going there at all is hard for me.
I could certainly leave as the business part winds down, but there's no way of knowing when/if X would say to OW "meeting starts at 9...why don't you come by about 10?"
Well, the first step is to read the script and see what I can contribute anyhow!
But I think it is this that is dragging me down. Bad yesterday, bad today.
TRYING to change my thoughts and focus on work! on Haiti! on anything else!
Urg.
Me: 44 Him: 42 Together: 23 years; never married Bomb: August 1, 2009 Affair since May 2009 Walk away; no conversation; no process
