Waiting for WAH to decide my fate?

[trytryagain]

kara, i see him almost every day. he still "lives" with me, but goes back and forth between sleeping on our couch and sleeping on a friend's couch upstairs in our apt building. i am nothing but nice when i do see him, and i smile because i am geniunely happy to see him. he just got a new job so i ask him about that with geniune interest and he's even thanked me for being so excited/supportive of his taking this job.

but still he wants to look for his own place this weekend. boy does that freak out the voice in my head!!