Not Me Ever...part 3

[Serenity13]

My last thread was getting way to long so I thought today is a new day so I need a new thread

Journal~
The last 4 days have been filled with an excessive amount of stress. The city police were at my house on Tues. doing a curfew check and S was 2 hours late.

By 7pm on Weds. S was moved out, living with my H. Weds. night little one got sick and was ill everywhere, once I got him settled in and I had just about drifted to sleep, the Sheriff showed up at the house, thought they were looking for S -

Nope, came to serve me a warrent and arrest me. Once they saw how sick little one was, they gave me until the next day to take care of the outstanding checks.

Thurs. morning, I am freaking out wondering how I am supposed to come up with the money thanks in part to the man I am married to...

The Lord stepped in and sent a friend my way who helped keep me out of jail. I have to now go to court next month however at least I can prove that the 2 checks that bounced were in no way my fault.

By the end of last night, I was actually filled with *dare I say* joy. I was able to get a good and decent sleep last night and awoke very calm...

Little one is home from school today and aside from that, I feel like a thousand pound weight has been lifted.

I spoke to my MIL last night and she did say something that has paused me for thought - She said that I will continue to "sink" until I "hear" what God is trying to tell me...

Walking out of the police station after almost going to jail, I am sure I heard Him...

Today for the first time in a long time, I can see a speck of sunshine on my horizon...

My path is being filled with His light and I no longer feel like I am walking blindly around in the dark.