Waiting for WAH to decide my fate?

[trytryagain]

i have made changes...i'm ready to make them and i am making them. i don't want to be that resentful and needy person that i became so i am journaling, seeking help, letting those feelings go. i am trying to take care of ME.

i know it doesn't mean walking away, but the needy voice in my head is saying, "but if he doesn't SEE me, he will forget ALL ABOUT me and the distance will grow even greater!!"