It isn't going to stop until you can put H out of your mind and focus on things that have been fun to you in the past that don't include him.
I am not saying this is an easy task. After 17 months, I still struggle with this. But I am finding bits of enjoyment here and there now where I didn't before. It is coming along slowly.
So the house is simply keeping you hanging on to him. If that is the only reason to keep it, perhaps it is better to sell it and it will allow you to move forward with joys in your life that don't revolve around H.
Remember, the pills are only temporary. Eventually you have to get to the point where you can survive and find happiness without them. I was on antidepressants for a while, months. But I was on them because I literally could not funtion. I am now able to funtion and am no longer on them. But it took months to get to that point.
And honestly, man, I am hungry today. lol.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...