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[gutwrenching]

Rocked - I was hoping I did ok on that one, glad to hear you think I did. The only thing I forgot to add was after my response that I hadn't plotted anything she knew what I thought of the future, she claimed she hadn't plotted anything yet either. She said she doesn't know anything about that and when she needs to know about it, she'll research on the internet. All I said was yes that is easy to do these days.

Extremely busy day and weekend. Right now, I'm just focused on making it thru today and the weekend and staying on track. I will reflect on deep's post when I get a chance, initially, I like it, but don't think we need another big talk of us and the future right now...so timing could be key. just intial thougs without really looking hard at it. Tomorrow night we just got told by another couple that they made dinner reservations somewhere for the 4 of us, find a sitter for the kids. No idea where that one came from. Sunday is packed with stuff.

Others - please let me know what you think about Deep's post.

I am in much better spirits today, got some good sleep, good workout (yes together with W) this morning. Sitch remains cordial at the house/work, no real change.

Trying to see if I can find an agle to get out of the Hawaii job...working that one today among everythihg else. Right now I see me leaving here in 30 days being a real bad thing for future hope of our M. I would be thousands of miles away, working my tail off, W would be forced into some decisions real soon (and I think I know what the answer would be today--not what I want), and the EA would most certainly ratchet up to full scale again with no worries about hiding it from me.