Don't know where to post this.

[loveherstill]

Sandi,

I have told the wife that I want the kids Friday through sunday eve every other week.

I do have some fear and I am trying to suppress that monster.

MC was because I asked for it in the beginning and she thought it a good idea to help heal her anger.

I do need to quit being available to her.

I have even wondered if it may be time to go on group dates with others.

I don't want her to run again but the fence sitting is not good either.

Thank you.

step one: own my fear and conquer it.