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[gutwrenching]

I didn't think I'd have anything worth posting tonight, then W throws me a curve ball. I don't know what to think of it and really am not interested tonight in even trying to analyze.
Right before she heads to the basement to work, she asks if I was the job advertised in Alabama. I said yes and there was only one job. And she says something to the effect that she could do that job. Hmmm...I can tell she's fishing for a reaction...not going to give her one. I simply said what about the kids. She said they'd have to stay with one of us...and you wouldn't have time if you got that job in Hawaii. Ah ha, that is what she is fishing for...so I simply said "I don't want to be away from my kids, I'd find a way to make it work"

Then she mumbles something about with the data I have from the last couple of months that I probably have already plotted something. I nicely said you already know how I feel about things, I am not plotting anything right now. She said she didn't believe me and I said ok, I am telling the truth, believe what you want.

This is the first time she has ever brought something like this up and really kind of odd for her to start a talk about the future like that.

I suspect it was a test, and I wasn't going to back down or appear wishy washy on this subject.

Other than that, I'm tired. I just want to get past today and get back on track tomorrow.