"Just sick of waiting around for her games to end."
You know you keep answering your own problems but you're not listening.
Stop waiting. Get off your @$$ and do something positive. And not positive for one hour, 2 hours, one day, one week. Do something positive that is long lasting.
I can't believe I'm actually saying this again, but you've been putting band aids all over you (your GAL) for a temporary fix (you don't think they're temporary, but you always end up in the same spot you are now. Angry and bitter). Do something that will be long lasting and can stay with you for the good times and bad.
I cannot believe K4 said "I'm so tired of waiting" AGAIN, and yet sees nothing self inflicted in that comment. It's almost ALL self inflicted. And it comes right after pondering what was going through her mind and if she was thinking of you....NO, k4, as I said, she's NOT. She wants out. And you keep waiting and waiting and not changing, and not changing, but waiting and waiting and praying, but not changing ---just "waiting"...
Your W is extremely positive about life and she gets what she gives. If you keep returning back to your pissed off, bitter mood, that's the kind of stuff you're going to get back.
Again...be your W and GAL. Be the one who can do the bragging for a change.
GAL...stop needing. Change. Change. Change. Change YOU. Change your life. Stop waiting. IT's not working. It has been over a year. K4, do you Like your life now? Then keep at it. Keep WAITING....oh what's that? You Don't like it? Then CHANGE IT. j-
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