It's little things at times that seem to catch me off guard at times.
Called d9 tonight, and no one picked up so it went to voice mail. STBXW has changed voicemail message in the past couple of weeks, and that caused some quick emotion when I heard it, but that subsided quickly as well.
She had always said she never wanted to put names in the voice message when we were together, so our recorded message was simply her saying "your have reached xxx-xxxx, leave a message"
She has now changed the message to state "You have reached stbxw, ss18 and d9, please leave a message" Using there first names.
Just seems odd that she has changed it to that. Is it so if I hear it, it is a shot at me? Is it so anyone calling now knows she is single, or that I don't live there anymore?
Oddly, I am not affected right now emotionally by it, just thinking about it in general. What she does is for her, and her reasons, and not about me, and that is fine.
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
