The good thing is that she showed a lot of concerned for you when she saw your prescription. Some WAW's would have shrugged it off and not bothered to say anything.

I believe your W loves you. She is not showing you respect by having an A. I think she is messed up just like the other WAW's and it's going to take time for her to find her way back. What concerns me is that I don't know that you will be able to handle that kind of time & pressure unless you have a prescription that really works well for you. I hope you will be very aware of your feelings as in regard to this AD b/c some don't work in a positive way. It took me several tries before I finally found one that worked. Know what was sad? The first AD I took was for several years and I didn't know it wasn't working like it should. I was so used to being unhappy that it had become the norm for me. But, it's not the norm, and I don't want you to end up having a break down. Whatever you do, don't take them and suddenly stop b/c that is what's so dangerous. There are several that warn about suicide if you don't taper off.

Please, be careful and take good care of yourself, okay?

It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!