Flushing the toxins from my life

[Awoken]

Yes! Bobble-head is what I feel like too.

Still, level headed does not equate unemotional, or even lacking deep emotions. I think it's the true measure what choices you make even when you are assailed by deep grief, sadness, pain, and heartbreak.

wow, you said it great here:

I'm trying to be objective, rational and not allow my emotions to control decisions that will ultimately affect S7. I'm trying to be the best man I can be, demonstrating respect and even love in a time when it would be easier to go the opposite direction.

Congrats on quitting smoking. Thats some real GAL.
You are doing so many good things CC. Your thread is often good for me to read; your love of S7 shines through, and your compassion for W too. I've lost some of the compassion I had for my W over our 18 years, as I've grown tired, and I'm sure that has contributed to our problems. It's good that you are holding on to it, but focusing on what is best for your and D7. Of course that compassion for W is good for D7 too.

Hang in there and keep your bobble head steady.