You're absolutely right, and maybe I just need to hear it so that I don't let the funk overtake me. Thanks.
More than anything, I know that I love her, and that we are good together, and that I want to be married to her.
I think that one of the things that has kept me from healing faster than I have is the fact that I want to protect her from hurt as well. Maybe even more so than myself. So, I don't bring things up, to the detriment of my own mental health.
I am slowly, but surely, learning to pay attention to my own mental/emotional/physical well being, because, if there is one thing that I have learned here, I own my happiness.
So, I wait. And take it one day at a time. Small victories, right?
She did unfriend him like I asked. That's better than leaving me. smile


Me/Her: 40/40
T: 14
M: 12
S:8,D:4,D:3
Found EA/PA: 2/16/09