After all this, i have finally found a way to come out and say that I was the one doing all the cheating. She did not divorce me for that, but I assume it was the underlying cause for my reclusivenes.

What do I do now? I feel like I have the tendencies of a sex addict.
Did I ever love her at all?
Does anyone have any advice?


My sitch- http://tinyurl.com/nth74d