Dudess,

I do think I needed punished to effect a change within myself. I also feel like I have been punished enough.

I am not ok with her getting any external validation, but at this point I would rather it be online than in real life.

I love her and I do have fear that if I move too rashly she will back out of IC before she starts.

Gucci has it laid out well, I will have to start following that after Feb 3rd. Before that she may panic and kill IC.

I think her being in IC will help more than most other things I can do and at the moment she is excited to start.

Me 33
WAW 32
S12
S4
S2
M12
T14
Not wanting to ever give up.