I admit this is getting hard again. I wish this would end. I want to go home to my W and kids. I want us to rebuild our M to a new level. I don't know how.

It would be nice if she would even just call/text/email and say hi out of the blue now and then. At least I would know she was thinking about me.

I'm not sure what is going on. I don't know what is going through her mind.

I just know I miss her and I want to go home to her and my kids and be a family again.

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...