Next steps

[avermont]

Yo, now wait here, cutterbug.

Bills came up a month ago, yes.

Much advice not to meet.

But I did. And I was OK. And he initated much more conversation than I did. I actually didn't initate any. And I was OK after.

The mail: yes, there was much advice just to send the First Letter back. Which, yes, I ignored. I said: what if I get something exciting like her credit card next? And--gee--here it is! Not that I will do anything with it! But I can cause her some inconvenience about it.

But I am taking the advice on Letter Two: it goes in the mail next week: Not at this Address. I don't think I could get much more interesting items from the bank than her debit card number!

I haven't asked about working on theatre projects before.

It's interesting to have newmama and rwd both suggest it is a good opp to be my best, funnest, self. And it is something I enjoy doing.

I may be strong enough later in the spring to attend some of the planning meetings. And maybe the load-in?

But not if he brings OW to the load-in. "here, sweetie, here's how you use a wrench!" Oh, isn't it sweet to teach your new girlie the skills that your X MAKES her living TEACHING! It feels so MANLY to teach this skills to little sweetie! BLECCHH!

I will try to find the best balance between being a useful contributer to the project and keeping my heart and head safe. How's that for a goal??