Thanks you guys! I have my moments, but overall I do pretty good with my attitude. My heart still breaks for my kids, though.
Here is how I keep my PMA. I hate to toot my own horn, but I think I'm quite a catch. Well, if you take the crappy attitude away, and I'm working hard on that. Despite having 4 kids, I have maintained my weight. I'm pretty decent looking, and I like to think I am aging pretty well. Plus, I am educated and can hold a good conversation. I love myself!! LOL
My H isn't gone because he was sex starved. The man was getting it daily. He isn't gone because I wasn't physically attractive. Like I said, I've kept myself up.
He's gone because I was bitchy. He is also gone because he runs from his problems.
I needed this to happen so I could realize that I am a jacka$$. However, my H is / was also a lot of things. We got in this place together.
Who knows if we will reconcile. At this point, if we don't, I'm cool with it. The world is full of men. I will get to enjoy as many of them as I choose. Can't complain about that!
I think too highly of myself to worry about whether a man who thought I wasn't good enough wants to come back to me. I am the one who will decide if HE is worthy of ME.
