I have lied to the people here who have tried to help me. I am so very sorry.
I cannot DB because frankly I cannot be true to myself.
I have been having sex with women for a couple of years now. I was busted after all this happened. I am deeply ashamed. I could not stop my behavior. This may be the underlying root cause to my divorce. Even though she did not know about any of this during our separation and divorce i am found out now.
I think i am a sex addict.
I do not deserve help. I made this. Now there is no hope at all.