Hopeless feelings

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I went dark yesterday, and wouldn’t return any of H phone calls or texts. I just couldn’t handle talking with him after he said for sure he was done, and wanted to get a D as soon as possible.

I finally returned his phone call late last night. And he just informed me that he is getting information from the mortgage company about possibly getting our payments lowered, so that I can afford the house. Again he informed me that there is nothing left between us.

The stress of this is really starting to get to me. I’m just so heartbroken, and have a really hard time getting out of bed each day.