I am having a hard time today. I woke up and realized I am really not that excited about my trip. I miss my husband and I feel like this realationship is hopeless at this time. He asked me last night to file. I told him there is no hurry we have alot to do to get this house sold. He really didn't respond. I am just so sad that this is what it has come to. I am waiting for him to file and just serve me. When I looked him in the eye last night I saw nothing, it scared me that he truly no longer loves me.
