I am really being ground to a pulp at present and could use prayer support in a big way.
I expect to be meeting with (i guess out of force of habit ---> my darling.
She says she is "struggling big time" which is saying much for a woman who works at the worst prison in the state and who likes to portray a facade (for the most part) of being super tough.
She has requested that we have time together and talk this evening. So if the Lord allows for it then it shall happen. She also requested that I take a last minute day off from work in order for us to have extensive time together. That coming from a person who can't stand being around me so much that just a short three weeks ago she bailed from the apartment I had gotten for us and in a showing of 'aparent' strength went and got her own and had it newly furnished and all.
All I can do is shake my head.
Someone cut my tongue out so I won't be tempted to use it when next I speak with her.
Listen and nod. Smile ....naahh ..wasn't born with that module. Smiling on the inside however.
