((((Mind))))There were some positives in your day. First of all, your H acknowleged your anniversary and he gave you a gift. That is huge and some people here would give their eye teeth for that. Secondly, you did celebrate with dinner even though it was with the kids.
From my viewpoint your challenge now is to move from being great friends to also becoming H and W and lovers again. Do you think your expectations got the better of you yesterday? Or was it just comparing the day to past anniversaries?
Do you think that you are need to have a chat with H? I know you have not had R talk for a long time. I think in a sense that was necessary as you sought to rebuild a friendship and you have done a stellar job with that. Do you think he is ready for the chat?
Just wondering.
Btw, I was reading your story about the clerk with my mouth agape. I could just picture it going down.
