CH - Are you seeing an individual councilor? Just went through your sitch again and you have gone through some significant events over the past couple of years. Not sure how these effected you but I had some similar events that threw me into a state of depression. Not implying that is the case with you but as men we sometimes hold things in and they effect us in ways we don't always understand.
Guess the other message of DB is take this time to make the best you, you can be.
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