So sad. I was fine on Friday, and then Saturday I blew it. I think I was hyper sensitive because I was wondering what changes the divorce would bring....and I felt weirdness. And he was being secretive about plans (which ended up being church) so I asked him if he was "shopping around" and blah blah blah....
He said "this is the quickest way to drive me away" and I did stop. I sent him an email with an apology.