C-BART: Thanks for asking, but I feel like crap.. I ask my self how can I have let this happen to my kids....I'm tense, shaky and had to leave the house, so I took my D11 out for fresh cookies... I can' f'n believe W treated this so coldly and clinically... like she had no emotions whatso ever... W retreated to the guest room and not one word spoken to me,, (i figured that) but it's done.. the kids know basically whats happening... I am so sad its come to this but I am just as p!ssed off at W.. She will not see me like that, tho... I am maintaining cool, calm and controlled...
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H50 W44 M17 yrs S15 D11 D10 Bomb 4/09 Trial separation/moved out 9/09 Moved back in 12/29/09