Well had lunch with MIL and she now knows everything..We both cried as we know that our relationship may change forever. My MIL is really a remarkable woman and I know some day I will miss her friendship. I spoke to a counselor at the University and it looks like I need 30 more credit hours in order for the state to allow me to sit for the CPA exam. I am thinking I need to get a job just to support me, try to sell this house, and do the extra classes that the state now requires. I should have taken the exam before the credit requirements changed. Oh well hindsight is 20/20 as I didn't work in Accounting I have spent the last 14 years in Finance. WAH came by the house (1st time in 8 days). I was actually kind of sick to my stomach as I didn't know what to expect. He dropped off some dog food, got a couple of coats, shampoo, and toothpaste. We spoke about what we need to do to get the house on the market. He said he would come by on Saturday and help me. No R or M talks. He only was here about 10 minutes. When he went to leave I told him to take care of himself. He stopped and turned to look at me and said "its not like I will never see you again". I just said "I know". I realized today that the hurt doesn't come from his leaving as he hasn't been very nice in the last year, and contrary to what he thinks he isn't all that. The hurt comes from the rejection.