I do honestly think I've 'regretted' enough! I agree with what you're saying. I gotta get past it. I do understand your approach, and I so want to be liberated from the thoughts and feelings I have. I want so much what you describe. There's just a huge amount of bad stuff going on right now, and things are really bad.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.