There's something to be said about AD's. They are available for a reason and if it can help you get back on course, than they are worth trying. You don't have to stay on them forever, but they do help during the times of turmoil in our lives and I think you'd agree that this is probably the worst it can get. Do something nice for yourself. You deserve to be happy and you deserve nothing but the best in life Jan. You have to make you happy, put the focus on Jan for awhile. It'll do wonders to your PMA and it can't help but rub off on those nearest to you!!
