GW Breathe mate, your hyperventaliting and that wont help you think!
I get the impression that you cant turn this job down, or would be daft too! Well what you need to ask yourself is the job worth your marriage. Ok youre only in the running there is no guarantee that you will get it. Are you prepared to let this opportunity pass to reconcile with your wife?
Write yourself the old pro's and cons' list, take a professional POV with this. Are you willing to say to W I want this job but I dont want to be apart from the girls and you, and restate your wanting to work on your R and leave it to land on MrsGW..
Yes it is all exciting or would have been 8 mths ago but if it just strikes fear into everyone you have to ask yourself is it worth it!
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!