Stick with where you are. You have stated that it is your preference to reconcile, and you still believe that is the best outcome for your family, but you are not going to beg her. She will have to make up her own mind. Hawaii may be a very attractive thing to her. OM doesn't sound like a sure bet, so I wouldn't count you out yet. Stay confident. It sounds like you have a good future ahead of you. She may choose to be part of it.
