Not a good day. W's Physc. says Retro is not a good idea because it does not have professionals on site and there is a risk she could relapse. W says she will still go to help me get closure. I said so you basically lied to the admissions folks by saying you were willing to work on the M. She said no, blah, blah, blah. My next question was so what does the P think about the D is that not a stress inducer? She says no cause M is over. I asked by his proclamation? She says no based on her.
Next question was about settlement agreement. So sense we are getting a D, agreement needs to be in place. W seems to think the mediator already provided. Not the case. Agreement has to be written up and signed by both parties. I'm temped not to sign. My L emailed me last night asking if she should draft the agreement. I told to her hold off. My thought, and this is what I told W, is I'm not paying for any part of the D. If she wants this she has to pay for it.
Maybe I put to much on Retro. I really thought we could pull this off. Now I'm hurt, angry, betrayed, frustrated and 100 other emotions. If she tells me one more time that when she does something, like watching our kids, she is helping me out I think my head will explode.
I really feel like screaming.
_________________________ Me-41 W-39 M-15 yrs T-17 yrs D-12 S-9 S-8 B 5/08 S 1/09
