Can I save my marriage?

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I cant change it. Its inevitable. He didnt come home after work last night again. Went out for drinks with his crew then went to another pub with other friends. Didnt see his boys again. He doesnt even care to see them. Or me. I cant change anything now. I have worked on myself and made the necessary changes for the last four months. I am tired. I cant be that mysterious spontaneous person because I have a one and three year old that need to be taken case of. With H not home ever I have no choice but to be at home with my kids. I do not have a social life anymore because he never ever has the kids anymore.