T2, It's good you are communicating (it is good, right?). You have to tell him what you need. I told mt H the other day and he said that he was glad I did because he was not a mind reader. We think they should KNOW what we need, but they really don't. It goes both ways-they need to tell us too (yes, they do have needs!). H and I had a night alone last night and I felt such a profound sadness laying next to him while he slept. Not because I did not want to be there, but because of all that has happened. It's just SO HARD to get pst isin't it? It was hard not to show my feelings-I'm not the type that hides them well. I wanted to be with him yet I wanted to get out of there at the same time. Now wonder we're so confused. He's probably thinking the same things as your H. That he cannot make me happy. I think he can, and that we can make it, but I'm not sure what the heck to do with these emotions when they come up. Sounds like I'm not alone. I really want to get past this part T2. Think we can?? Rachael
