All of us care about others, and want to see people excel, and make changes, you included. We can't force you though, you'll have to find that in yourself to start.
I firmly believe that you have. Just posting here is that small step forward. Look at just that start, one small step, and build on it. You can do it!
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...I thought of volunteering in Haiti. But you know, that seems pretty ambitious. I don't even go outside now. That's a bit of a reach for me, honestly. I think maybe a smaller step might eb more appropriate.
I like that you posted this. Nothing wrong with a smaller step. How about seeing if your family that has taken you in can use some small things around the house, just doing the dishes and changing your perspective may be just another small step, but it's a step.
Then, how about checking local charity, church functions, homeless shelters, etc and volunteering? It doesn't have to be a job, but you'll get to meet some new people, and start to get out of the house..
Small steps, you have taken some first ones already, don't stop! You are worth it!
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
