So, something is a brewing.

Got some e-mails yesterday from S11's teachers that he's not turning in major assignments again and with the quarter ending on Friday he's in big trouble. Relayed the messages to W and she said she'd take care of it.

(ex)BIL from downstate and W were at W's last night. When I called her back, she sounded miserable (depressed) and was laying in bed, very untalkative.

This got me to thinking, if we're supposed to be embarking on such a great thing, why is everybody so on edge? Myself, her, the kids esecially? It's all just not making sense. My cousin of course put her two cents in an dsaid I NEED to talk with S11, he has a lot on his mind he confided in her and as promissed, she won't tell me.

I ended up just falling asleep very early trying to sort my head out.

This morning, I called W to let her know I was on my way and she was still depressed sounding, I asked what was wrong, she sighted work issues and 'crazy stuff'. I asked like what since 'crazy stuff' usually related to something with OM. She declined to state sighting I needed to get going, but we would discuss later.

I'm getting the sneaky suspicion that there's a bit more to the story than I'd like to know. The kids are acting out, S11 especially said point blank during his tirade on Saturday after he said he didn't eat the night before and I said "mom said you ate before your school party", he said "why do you listen to her, she lies to you all the time!". Then her friend who 'friended' me on FB always logs off the moment I log on now after the comment I made about "their plans" for last Friday night.

Something is a miss. And it's either her conscience, fear that somebody is about to "ratt her out", or her internal fear of how much do I really know about her current contact with OM. Maybe a combo of all.

I simply can't understand why she'd hide in her room all night last night when her brother drove half a state up to see her because he was bored to tears as she says. Mind you this is the same brother who helped her and OM acquire their house. All I can gather is he made some sort of comment.

When I was at W's house this morning, they (x-BIL and his wife) were 'up'in bed, but didn't say a word to me.

I'm supposed to stay the night tonight, and W and are spending the day together tomorrow. Ought to be interesting.


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11