H back to work and home but distant as ever! I picked up my best friend so she was here. He came home a little earlier than normal but was really quiet. My friend tells me this morning she notices his distance.
This morning he got up really early and I just had a gut feeling he is up to no good. It's a terrible feeling.
He is going on another bank closing and leaves tomorrow morning and will be gone for a week...once again. It is my older son's birthday this sat - he wasn't around for my younger son's bday and now not this one. It just seems nothing is important to him anymore.
I'm really happy my friend is here but I know she can see my unhappiness. I'm trying to stay upbeat. Say a prayer for this frustrated wife!
Luv
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10
