Your words speak for so many of us in reconciliation I think. Since we know it will take alot for us to trust again I guess we have to ask ourselves the hard question of is it better to live in his world or live without him in ours. Hang in there T2. Its hard I know-I'm gong through the same things you are and he is not even living with me. I miss him but I think its better this way. I thnk time will help and we don't have the pressure of being together 24/7, and walking on those darn eggshells. Glad to have you back on board! Rachael
