I'm sorry Drummer.....many have been in your shoes here. You want the pain to stop, you're in a panic gotta fix this quick, feels like your life is falling apart.....I know! I've been there. Many will tell you to take care of yourself. You can't control what she is saying or doing you can only do you. When this first started for me I heard these things to and I thought ya ya .....didn't listen because I was so fixated on an immediate solution to make it go away. Time will help you.
