This cycle continues to go round and round and round. And yes Mike I believe I have ran out of patience. I have tried to be understanding and accepting but sometimes I feel that deep down this is what she wants and maybe what she wanted all along for me to leave. For me to make the decision and take the guilt of breaking us up off of her. It may just be my heartbreak talking but I don't think I am totally off base here.
Something needs to change. Doing the same thing over and over is not working for me and I have to stop and take care of me.
