Trying to move on

[ClingingToHope]

Broke down after the business class. Not sure why. After avoiding the D talk for so long, it seems like the snowball is picking up speed.

A lot of what W says is true. She is a reserved type who likes a lot of alone time. She's uncomfortable getting out in public and is very suspicious and doesn't open up easily.

I'm an open book. I like to be around people. Quiet tends to make me uncomfortable.

I understand all of that, but still I can't let go. I look at the beautiful but troubled face and I know deep down that I can help her.

She no longer wants my help. I have to let her go and see what develops, for her, for me, for the girls.

It's just so damn hard.