UPDATE: The next question that comes up is "Do I love her?" Yes, I do, and now it's my turn to add, "but I'm not in love with her." It's a strange feeling. I still have my ups and downs and question and second guess myself frequently. This is to be expected. Sadly our minds and feelings can't be switched on or off at will. I know that these mood-swings will haunt me. Time is the only erosion force that will smooth out the jagged pieces of my life. Knowing it doesn't reduce the pain of experiencing it, I wish it did.
So there you have it... the update.
Yes, Gno, we are in a very similar place. I appreciate all your words of wisdom on my string. I really do.
I hope you know how much you, and all the others have helped me grow while experiencing this.
M43 W43 D11 S7 M18 T20 WAW is back & trying (no she was lying) Close to callin' it busted but.... watching Whatever the outcome - It was a choice.
