the second and third are temporary. I guarantee you that if OM contacts her and tells her he wants her she will fly like a bat outta hell from your home to him.
There are a lot of feelings and chemicals that need to be flushed out of her system. Hardship accelerates the flush.
Really as it stands G, I think I'm OK.
Believe me she walks It ain't going to hurt much now.
Do I want her to? NO
Do I want her to stay? Not like it is right now.
Am I going to give her every chance to get it right? Yes.
It still needs time. My fear is me now.
the realization of finally "Getting It" has MAYBE insulated me to much. I WANT THAT UNDENIABLE FEELING YOU GET WHEN YOU KNOW - Do you understand that?
M43 W43 D11 S7 M18 T20 WAW is back & trying (no she was lying) Close to callin' it busted but.... watching Whatever the outcome - It was a choice.
