Only you can know where your limits are. On the other hand, there isn't a rush to make any big decisions right? Keep focusing on taking care of YOU for now. ((hugs))
I expect H to bring mediation up again or have me served with D papers soon. You are right. There really shouldn't be a big rush. At least he is still helping pay the bills. It is just so hard.
Some days I wonder why I even want to be with a person who doesn't want me. Other days I wonder what is so wrong with me that H doesn't even want to try.
Thanks RW. FWIW - I have been silently following your sitch.
Mo3
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning